Unattached

You're a part-time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on your should is the latest trend
Don't see what anyone else can see in anyone else
But you

You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone else can see in anyone else
But you

As soon as i start to to think about me, perhaps only being in love with love. I first think it might be true, but then it hits me that i'd loose you. And i'm back again, with you.
What if i'd be in love with love? would that make love for someone else less counted? would that not be considered true love then? it's like loving two different things. Can you love two people at the same time-argument? but if another person doesn't exist, it's just one. But the other one is The Love keeping the other person in a sort of unreal vision and unattached to your heart- the bottom of it.

Sometimes i feel like something more drastic should happen to my heart. Now at least. It just beats it normal way, its normal path as its always have done. what if those sudden heartbeats that makes my entire chest lift will come more and more sparsely and then, not at all.